OH YES!

THANK GOD THAT DIDNT HAPPEN

nicole — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 04:10:56 +0000

So its 5 am now, woke up angry and in a very bad mood thinking bout my Dell laptop and thinking i should write them a n angry email. I HATE DELL I HATE DELL. I feel so frustrated.

Besides rain on my parade, someone else felt like they should crap on it. You know how im seriously sensitive when people call me ‘boring’ or ‘i dont meet new people’, CAUSE I KNOW I AM BORING. I cant help it. Trying to be interesting feels like i try too hard or a wannabe. AND IM BETTER NOW. If people want to be my friend let them be my friend. You know i keep the friends i think are only worth having. You know maybe its the fact, that i dont want to hang out with your friends. Nothing wrong with them, i know they are fun. I just dont think i can keep up, cause im dont trust people there.

If i dont say whats wrong, people say i dont talk much and keep everything in and lie lie lie. If i start saying somethings wrong im an angry person -_- WHAT THE FUCK AM I MEANT TO DO.

AND NO i dont get mad at everything. The things you say are frankly quite stupid. Right now, i cant be bothered with you, say what you like, i dont care anymore.

You picked the wrong day.

pusscake

nicole — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 21:30:14 +0000

you shouldnt let other peoples opinions about other affect your judgement.

Well its not that i dont like her i guess, i was just more interested in shoes than talking, cause i frankly didnt have anything to say to her.

Hrm, ive been told my hair looks the same, just a shorter version of what i use to have. Hrm yea i admit it is the same, i just wish there was more change now. Should i cut it more..hrm hrm hrm.

Yes im still alive

nicole — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 21:49:10 +0000

I had a picture to upload but im too tired to figure out why wordpress isnt letting me do it.

Been spending the last 2 months in the library with Sin and Ant, kinda enjoyed it
Been facebook raped goodness knows how many times, even by my own sister -_-
The end of 2nd year, results next week. I hope i pass.
Im going back to Borneo, i cant wait to see the family.
I cut off my hair, found a hairdresser in manchester, singaporean dude from toni and guy. YAYE, cause angmoh people just cant cut asian hair
I put on weight cant believe it, after i lost a bit, then i put it all back on again. fml la.
I hate my arms.
I cant go out because the underground in London is on strike. BOO.
I cant go shopping.
Suggested by Ant, to just stay home and think about Paris Hilton -_- idiot..
BBQ BBQ BBQ anyone?
Strike ends tomorrow and im going vintage shopping with sin yaye!
Im feeling really fat
Im contemplating whether or not to buy Dr.Martens. HRM, or gladiators heels. HRM.
I want a summer job, in..a boutique, NOT in an architects firm. YET. Maybe next year. You know so that im able to bask in the presence of clothes. It obviously cant be just any type of clothes right.

nicole — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:20:10 +0000

if only i could think straight. In one fine straight line. im like veering off left and right.

It wouldnt make a difference with what i have to say now. Either way its still my fault.

I feel like im going to die alone.

No idea what im doing

nicole — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 16:38:37 +0000

what have i become.

HOW RUDE!

nicole — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 17:07:25 +0000

I was just coming back from the school office after handing in my report, and i was walking back to the studios. As i was walking back, this chinese girl was just staring at me. At first i thought she just looked back cause her friend looked at me and would look away again. BUT NO she stared at me and stared and stared for like 10 seconds. I was already so close to her she still wanna stare. Like looking at me up and down again. I gave her my evil eyes hahaha. She still didnt look away -_- she looked at me as if i had three boobs or something.

Stupid metaphor, i cant think of anything ok.

All nighter at the library again.

You are my Everything

nicole — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 10:45:12 +0000

I dont know what im going through right now. I think im having a really off day.

I felt empty when i woke up, you think you wouldnt feel it even though you have someone there for you everyday. I still felt empty. Now i realise what Joel was talking about ages ago. I cant rely on people for my happiness. It makes so much sense now, i miss God. I thought that having someone there would make me happy, and he does make me happy but only to a certain extent. Ways the happiness that i have with God is on a whole greater level.

I dont know anymore. We’ll just see what happens.

I just need time to think, and be alone for a while.

Please dont come and talk to me about this. I dont want to talk about it.

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nicole — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 13:00:41 +0000

Im bored hence the picture of me, haha auntie not bringing me shopping cause she said i have to do work! BOO not like im doing anything anyway. OK NO im going to start my biomass essay!

The weather is being so mouldy today!! EEE so windy and rainy!! And i brought summer clothes >< dumbass

MSN is being a kantut la cant chat to anyone haiyah.

Ive been kinda confused these few days. Should i? Shouldnt i? I want to. But it is just a phase? Its not the first time. Maybe i should just give it a try? Argh im just thinking too much again. I just love the attention and its been a while. I dont want it to go too far and then realise its not what i want. I guess we will just have to wait and see what happens to us. =x

i find it kinda funny

nicole — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 10:07:47 +0000

Brunotts was last weekend, ive honestly been super stress about it and everything. But it all went well! The day was full of funny EMBARASSING moments, it was just great. And i cant thank God enough for being there with me throughout the day. Well done to the netball girls for getting 1st, i love you all so much. My netball family. Thank you for making my ‘dream’ come true bahaha. After the closing ceremony, we headed over to Tuty’s house for some pizza, and looked at photos that Hana took with her camera. Just a night full of laughter, ah i just love you all!! hehe. Hopefully will get hold of the photos soon.

Yea i been looking at the top searches on google to this blog. Its quite funny some of them. ‘Brunei buttermilk chicken’, haha i have a feeling its on of the Malaysian netball players Or not. ‘what a person is called who ruins the moment’, hrm interesting.

Anyways in manchester at the moment. My aunt is not taking me shopping POO she told me i have to work. Oh thermofluids is so fun…